the another side of the world that i wish to go back

bradford city

new castle

angel of north

things are not been sailing smooth lately..again..but i read this at a fren's blog,

kadang kadang ALLAH sembunyikan matahari,

dia datangkan petir dan kilat,

kita menangis dan tertanya tanya,

ke mana hilangnya sinar,

rupa rupanya ALLAH nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.

its really easy to preach,but its hard to pass that phase..kan kan.. at this moment i am still searching.. something that can peace me at heart..i believe i will find it throughout the way..it is just a matter of time..or i might have found it..but its not the time yet..fate..and faith..its correlated..and sometimes no matter i tend to avoid it,it comes gushing every part in your life..and you dont even have the power to stop it..adoii..thats it when you begin to wondering..what if you are given different choices at that time..would your life be much different from now?

be positive..think positive..thats how i lead my life still.. semangat kental ni babe..never give up and i will struggle cause in the end of the day..it would be a sunny day..

just at some point,you tend to fed up with everything..felt like you want to pack your things and go far far away..the question is..to where?all my loved ones are here still..sigh* i guess i want to balek kampung..the boxing day gonna start soon..and i will miss it for sure..

is there any chance for me to be there next year?wink wink..wishful thought..hopefully..if i manage to save and have a tight budget for the whole next year..well probably..

i miss leeds and bradford horribly..the shopping enviroment,the weather,the historical buidings,the foods,morrisons,the malaysian games,sahara,bowling..and peeps there too..goshh..now i miss everything..sigh..