let it be a beautiful start..

I’d spent days after days to come out with something spectacular and profound to say in this blog..yet still..after that so many many days..only today I managed to urge myself to jot down what ever I feel I wanna write.maybe I should blame it as writer’s blocked syndrome for not updating my blog.sigh.

Anyway are about to complete my training.7 days left. I still remember complaining about the programme schedule back then. Repeatedly I keep on telling my friends I couldn’t take it anymore and I wanted something else. and ding dang ding dang..im almost done..phew..and now its time to do the real part..i have been digesting complete knowledge cycle of the ships plus management part for the past 1 year and 2 months and its about time to make the full use of it.

New year always come with new resolutions.So am I.I choose to be happy as a bird and accomplish my dream bit by bit inshaallah.

Life is too short to waste any single minutes of it..if you could find you happiness, grab onto it and hang on..Cause it might be swept away one day without you realizing it..but people always take things for granted and realize it when its too late..the BEST LOVE is the love that coming out from ourselves..Learn to love yourself before you want to make others happy..then only you can give you love unselfishly to people who deserve it..
A quote that I always said once upon a time..

It is still a beautiful world even now you’re at right at the very bottom of it..

If the old me always got frustrated whenever things turned out to be such disappointment in the end..But NOW I’ve changed..I’ve changed to be a person who is much stronger and capable to control my emotions..i’ve changed to be a person that I adore to be..and I really like to be this way..alhamdulillah..blessed to ALLAH S.W.T..and I hope my loved ones would be happy too..

Talking about cruelty, the bloodshed in Gaza are increasing day by day. Civilians, children’s died for no apparent reasons and it is just thunder heartbreaking because we could not be able to do anything more for it.The only things that we could do now is pray and boycott israel’s stuffs such as Marks and Spencer,Starbucks,McD,KFC,DKNY(oh craps,they did produced good stuffs erghh) and the lists go on..we can do this peeps..Lets do it together..you jump I jump remember!!

till then..xoxo peeps..

the brand new me and you

Happy awal muharram 1430 Hijrah and happy New Year to all of you..

2009..To start off, I really had a blast this few days..my beloved girlfriends came over all the way from kl to Terengganu just to celebrate the new year and spent couple of days here with me..How sweet is that?im lucky to have you girls..

Having them around here was a pure bliss. We made a pact as the new year came in the picture... it was a moment to remember....and I am sure 2009 would bring more prosperity, healthiness and happiness to each on of us inshaallah..

Unfortunately for me to fall sick when they was here..plus it keeps on raining everyday..However..It didn’t stopped us from having full blast of fun..rite girls..

And we seems cant stop feeding our ‘chomel’ stomach with variety kind of Terengganu foods..we even had nasi dagang for our breakfast.. then we visited yanna’s grandma house and I ate the most yummies meal ever..her grandma was a superb cook..thanks nenek..:)

Got to eat sotong katak and pisang gala which is very rare to get in kl okie.. the most delicious food dishes cooked by nenek yanna (ganu style)

We also managed to go to Taman Tamadun Islam where we experienced seeing the glorious Islamic arts, history and culture build on 21 Islamic monuments all over the world setting all together in this park.If you guys have a chance to come here, pay a visit to this place. The 10 bucks are well worth to pay I must say.

tamadun Islam

Wan ninie said this is the best place to meditate..Which I agreed undeniably..the scenery, the place,the environment..i am thankful to be here at the right spot on the right time..the best place to calm myself..to re-think back what is the best for me..to evaluate my life in order to be a better person..
This year going to be an exciting year and wonderful things are waiting us for sure...we will embark our journey together...last year..i was in a bit of turmoil..Too many things happened..ups and down..and feels like sadness toppled the happiness more than I could imagined..but I can feel this year gonna be the other way around..we gather strength from sadness and pain..each time we die, we learn to live again..and we are blessed to be able to conquer the vital part..

Yesterday..was talking to my beloved mother..she told me that Chico (it’s a cat btw) died due to fatal accident caused by an unidentified person..She was pretty sad cause its always Chico that would be sending my mom off to work and wait for her when she came back plus things aren’t working that well at home..Adding more turbulence to the depression state... but I kept on telling her things would get better....HE would listen to us..So keep on praying..Inshaallah..the prayer will be answered..it does occurred to me sometimes things aren’t fair enough but then why am I complaining..i am already blessed with what God’s given to me and my family...even things aren’t running smooth but it gets better in time..Playing my part as a devoted daughter, I really want to make my parents happy and proud with me together with my brothers and sisters. They had given a lot to me and its time for me to do the same things to them..

well..we will see how I would change my fate this year..

Toast to 2009!!Lets start it off with a good start shall we!!!Let by gones be by gones and start fresh.Have a great year everyone!! !!

p/s: Pray for the Palestinians peeps..It just tormenting to see the way they are surviving with the attacks by Israel regime. who are heartless bastard.People are dying for no reasons....Israel should get their punishment soon..