shikin alauddin

'daripada-nya kita datang,kepada-nya jua kita kembali'....because GOD loves her even more..that's why she couldnt stay with us much longer..suffering from bone cancer..which was late detected when the cancer already affected her left and her right brain..went into her first chemo..and the body couldnt take it,she was left unconcious..and after few days breathing with the help of ventilator,the BP went down slowly at times,

and at 4.10 pm she left us ..forever..29th october 2008..

she was perfectly fine when i saw her..she was laughing and all smiles when we first met at nana pink's wedding..looking admirably pretty after so many years we havent met each other ..and there was not even a single sign showing she's sick..i remembered how both of us cant stop talking and laughing when we were updating about each other..felt like only yesterday....and she already made her pact to come to my wedding and so am i..and we was busy arranging the follow up meeting session and such..but now she's gone..and i know cause GOD loves her even more..

nothing stays eternally except HIM..bare that in mind peeps..we would never know when its gonna be our turn next aightt..

to shikin,she will always be remembered..by us and tons of people who loved her..al-fatihah..

the missing heart

the missing heart just doesnt listen to me anymore..why do i felt so empty?i wonder why people keep on changing?i am just clueless..ya allah..i really hope GOD could show me the way..for my ever happiness to be mine always..inshaallah..there would always be a light at the end of tunnel..as someone told me years back..and i shall wait for that light to shine back..and that time it would be all smiles..

lets pray for her to be well again..

peeps..

lets pray for shikin alauddin to be well again..she was diagnosed of having a bone cancer few days back..maybe it was quite late to discover the cancer cause apparently the white plate are becoming too active and her body couldnt take it anymore.. now she's in critical condition..ya allah..ya tuhanku..semoga shikin akan kembali sembuh...please and please..i just met her few days ago..she seems fine..and in a good condition..GOD..im scared..pray for her peeps..lets hope she would be fine again..

living the dream..

with madam siken

all of us lived by the dream..some of us are aiming to have an expensive car,dream of having a nice home,some of us are even putting aside a portion of her/his money just to travel around the world...so yeah...everyone have a dream of their own to achieve.. and that what makes life more interesting right?
my dream is to be happy eternally..to lead a life like a fairytale.. i know..impossible as it may seems..but that is my dream..when my days get gloomy,i would always remind myself it wont be for long..always look up for the rainbow after the rainy day and by holding to that,it keeps me stronger..same goes to all of you..maybe right now..our life feels empty..but remember..GOD is fair..as long as you constantly remember HIM,you wouldnt feel alone..dont falter and with his blessings inshaallah you would feel content and happiness would be yours definitely..
anyway yesterday i went to KLIA to send off of my best Gfriends,Siken back to UK..
met with 'atuk',her husband grandfather,so atuk was talking to me and suddenly he said..
'hidup di dunia ini semua hanya sementara,semua yang kamu ada hanyalah pinjaman dan akan dikembalikan padanya juga suatu hari nanti',
and i was stunned..
we used to take granted of everything that were given to us and sometimes we tend to forget the basic of it..which is to be thankful always..alhamdulillah..
we used to complaint of each and every single things without realizing there are others who are suffering more than us..
non of us are perfect..but the least that we can do is to be a better person than what we'd used to be..

so yeah..in this so called life..live your life to its fullest but dont forget your roots ever....we are lucky and blessed indeed!!!syukran..

friends make life sweeter

without my gFs my life would be incomplete and empty..A friend is a feeling forever in the heart..even when i am so far away from them by distance yet i am close with them by heart..yes..it is easy to be friend with everyone but it is not easy to find a true friend..the true friendship can be felt through the heart,not only from sore eyes..that's what i learned along the way..well of course nothing is perfect in this life..even in the friendship..we have our ups and down...however it truly depends on us how we want to deal and maintain with it..sometimes by letting them time alone would help to heal the bitterness..and sometimes by putting aside your ego would help to make the friendship to grow even stronger..and i am lucky to have this circle of pretty and nice ladies to be next to me without asking anything in return..i am blessed..alhamdulillah..and because of them..i am stronger than before..to my girls..thank you so much for being there thru my ups and down..and hope i would be able to be there for you guys too..memories that we had and shared is precious..and remember..

~Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So when you are lonely remember it's true, somebody somewhere is thinking of you~

we are truly wonder woman..phewitt..

cheers to the future..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

hey peeps..its been a while since i last blogging to be honest..but i am quite moved with mama's and her tittle tattle blog where it does help to convinced me to start up my blog all over again..so here i am..just now..struggling to remember back my gmail password..and the thought of opening a new account even occurred..phew..luckily after so many trials..tadaa..

so let the journey begin..and lets pray the happiness to be in our way always..inshaallah..with GOD'S will..